Yeah, I just got back from our Prom Night and it was really fun... at the beginning that is, after a few hours, my mood was happy at first and then it changed into an emotional one *sweat drop*

I dunno. I guess I felt a little out of place, well not really. To be honest, I didn't want to go to the party but since my friends and my classmates, even my teachers wanted me to come, so be it, and I did, but just for little while.

I knew I couldn't stay for too long for I feel a bit woozy once the loud music had started and I just wanted to go out immediately, but I couldn't, so I stayed inside, watching my fellow classmates and teachers dancing so wild. I wish I could too, unfortunately, I can't. It's sad really *sigh*

It's because I have a bad heart and I have lots of things I am not allowed to do or eat. I can't even do what I used to do before like playing badminton with my friends, or running, and gee, I can't even ride a bicycle anymore!! Because of it, I don't have the time to stay and talk with my friends anymore. Mom is just TOO protective over me, it's really annoying... really *sigh*

And so, I went home at around 10:30PM. I was a bit glad that my classmates texted me and apologized even though it was not their fault that I didn't have that much fun at the party. Maybe I'm just too sensitive and jealous on how they could enjoy themselves. Now I even sound EMO! Darn it.

Aha, the best part though is they said that they awarded me being the 'Star of the Night'! Lol, I'm not sure if she was telling the truth or not, but oh well, I felt guilty leaving them behind! UWAAA! Now I really wanna CRY!! *cries so hard* Bad mee! I'm such a KJ! D:

Sux to be me. I don't need your pity, lol, just your understandings! Teehee.

-jAz

PS. I swear I'm NOT gonna wear a stupid gown and stupid heels EVER AGAIN!!! Ouch, my poor feet *is nursing them* ToT Oh oh and I don't want any make-ups either!! I hate being a girl sometimes >.>